My beautiful imagination

One of the most difficult thing to decide whether she loves me or not, I'll propose her or not,She likes me or no.So many question in mind but my mind always thinks about her, about her curly hair which falls on her face & she waggles them,about her dark stunning eyes which shows that she loves me like no one does, about her lips like a petals of rose red & soft, her smile or titter innocent as a baby & as sweet as honey,her small hands like a baby which hold the beauty & the world together.
I don't know how can i describe her & don't know when i fall in love with her.I am always lost in the other world when i see her different-different expressions while talking.

She is like a White moon light dappling the dark night.There is something almost mystical about her beauty.This is not everything what i feel for you.
I want to tell her that....

As you got up this morning,
i watched you,and hoped you would talk me,
even if it was just a few words,
asking my opinion or thanking me for something good
that happened in your life yesterday.

But i noticed you were too busy,
trying to find the right outfit to wear.
When you ran around the house getting ready,
i knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and
say hello,but you were too busy.
At one point you had to wait,fifteen minutes with
nothing to do except sitting in a chair.
Then i saw you spring to your feet
i thought you wanted to talk to me,
but you ran to the phone and
called a friend to get the latest gossip instead.
I watched patiently all day long.
With all your activities i guess
you were too busy to say anything to me.

I noticed that before lunch you! looked around ,
may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me
that is why you didn't bow your head.
You glanced three or four tables and you noticed
some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate,
but you didn't.
That's OK.

There is still more time left and
i hope that you will talk to me yet.
You went home and it seems as
if you had lots of things to do.
After a few of them were done,you turned on the TV.
I don't know if you like TV or not,just about anything goes there
and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking
about anything,just enjoying the show..:-(

I waited patiently again
as you watched the TV and ate your meal,
but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime i guess you felt too tired.
After you said good night to your family
you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time.
That's okay because you may not realize that
i am always there for you.
I've got patience,more than you will ever know.
I even want to teach you how!!!
to be patient with others as well.

I love you so much that i will wait everyday for a nod,
prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart.
It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.
Well, you are getting up once again.
And again i will wait,with nothing but love for you.
Hoping that today you will give me some time...:-)